HyDeRaBaD!!

Finallyyy at hyderabad.. A place surrounded with family, friends, home and above all fantastic memories.. I have always longed to be at hyd which unfortunately was never part of my destiny atleast from when I started working.. I got posted at various places chennai, bangalore..n so on.. Not that I complain about travelling which made me learn a lot of things but yeah this time I wanna so be at hyderabad... As my bawa said " When you want something from deep within your heart, the entire universe conspires for you to have it" .. Well I have started believing it strongly and crossing my fingers hoping it wud happen.. Arrived at bglore airport with a excesssive baggage of 20 kg.. ended up paying 2000 extra.. Spent the entire day arranging stuff in my room.. Gosh my room lookss so peaceful now.. Effect : I landed up writing :D.. I've never imagined the state of my room could have such effect on me.. Well will start keeping tidy from now on.. atleast will try :) Therezz so much to catch up at hyderabad.. So many people to meet .. I love all this.. I dont want this to end by some stupid project at some stupid place!! All you guys keep praying 4 me.. bye as 4 nw...

Heya!!

Well.. Well... Well.. I am so damn lazy and I dont want to give any explanations about that.. How rude huh!! ?? Never bother!
Guys introducing you a song which has captured me in toto.....!!!

Here is the link for it... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uj8mcJx8Z-s&feature=PlayList&p=385080DE1F90B7C9&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=42

Effect : I ve been sitting all day in office n listening to this song. Trying to learn it too but dont know how far I will succeed.. Lets c!

P.S: Listen to it through some head fone. I am sure it will blow away you to trance!

:((

It was a pretty gloomy day at office today. The whole aura of satyam campus was saddened. Many of my friends were thrown out of company in the name of sabbaticals. My desktop was loaded with chat windows from my friends. I couldnt digest it for a moment. Many of them werent in project by chance. Infact they deserve like me to be in a project. But fate for them has decided its own way. The most terrible moment was when my best friend recieved sabbatical. She was crying badly over phone. Not that she isnt bold enough to carry this forward, but the family commitments she had were too high. I am gonna miss each one of them at Satyam.

Sometimes life enforces us in situations like this because it wants us to realise our destiny. And hope for everyone a new door opens up and hope they get what they want.

Love you all!

Life mein kabhi kabhi..

First of all sorry for not updating this blog for such long time.. I dont know if many people look into my blog but this is for those who continue to see it... My heartfelt thanks for them and also a big sorrrry for not writing up for so long...

Ive watched the movie "Life mein kabhi kabhi" early this evening. Even though the director has complicated the characters I feel the underlying concept is worth noting. It goes on smth like this..

People all their lives look for happiness. Each one have a perception in finding it. Some find it through career, some through money. The sad part is in the search of happiness they forget to live their precious life. Happiness is nothing, but the absence of sadness. If you stop being unhappy and if you try to be happy, its not so far as you would have imagined.

The movie ends with a wonderful song which I am quotin it down. People who would understand hindi would understand it well. Rest, Pl ignore. :-)

Hum khushi ke chaah me..
Har khushi se door ho gaye..
Doondne chale te zindagi..
zindagi se door ho gaye he hum....

Loveeeee,
Kanna.

Cool poem by Kanna...:-)

Before closing my eyes while going to bed,
I see the wall.
I wake up in the morning. I see the wall.
Everytime I wakeup, I pinch my self.
Ouch. It hurts.
Yeah. It is true.
I see the Wall.

I am reading a book.
I turn my head.
Guess what I see.
The Wall.

I am watching TV.
I turn my head.
Guess what I see.
The Wall.

I am talking on cell phone.
Guess what I see.
The Wall.

I am walking inside the home.
Guess what I see.
The Wall.

I am sitting in my cube at work.
Guess what I see other than monitor.
The wall (cubicle).

I goto lunch alone occassionally.
Guess what table I get.
Facing the Wall.

The Wall always blocks everything like the beautiful girl next door, next cubicle.

Oh Boy, Do I hate the wall?
Yes. I do.
Can I get away from it?
No. I can't.Reason - Wall oriented civilization.

Do ya think its a tribute to Pink Floyd?
No. It ain't.
But day after day, I see the wall.
So much so that, my life has become a Groundhog Day!!!

Before closing my eyes while going to bed,I see the wall.
I wake up in the morning. I see the wall.
Everytime I wakeup, I pinch my self.
Ouch. It hurts.
Yeah. It is true.

I AM HAUNTED!!

I aint kidding.. I am half asleep now with terrible headache and infront of my workstation.. The reason being is that I am outta the same dream which I have it everytime when I have a nap at the same bed. This bed which I am talkin abt is in my office ladies rest room. The first time I went there, I have gone with my colleague.. That day she had the same dream and when she told me I ridiculed her.. The next time when I went there I had teh same dream and when I told her she was like I told you kinds... V decided that v will never go there again.. But today I have been there.. And man I again had the same shitty dream..

The dream goes smth like this.. I am trying to force myself out of bed but somethng at the back is stopping me by.. The whole dream is filled with these kind of attempts to get out of bed.. And trust me when I woke up I dint realise for a while that yeah I have really woken up now... That was my condition..Anyway I literally picked up all my belongings and ran out of that room.... This is one of the strange experience I had in life..

Present:

I wanted to post this blog long back.. But left lil time for myself.. And meanwhile when I spoke to my dad he told that its bcoz the room had no ventilation and bcoz of some xyz air circulation it brings a stress on brain. He has answers for everything in world..my sweet dad :)

So next time u have this kinda strange experiences..dont get feared.. thrz some theory behind this as my dad suggested to me.. :)

Crazy Feb!

I am at the end of feb and man I dint even realise how crazy and stupid my feb was.. Probably I jus dropped my brain aside or to be more appropriate I left the so called thnking process of my subconscious mind.. Now u guys muss be wunderin wht is ths jargon m using... Thnking process of d subconscious mind = thinkkkkk+crib+feel bad abt myself.. In a way I used to feel that we shud be answerable to our consciousness for all the acts we do.. But you know what, the way I introspect myself under a microscope .. oh gawd!! Its terrible.. So I hav jus tried to adopt the policy of "living for the moment". However small and unsubstantial work I do,. I jus tried to enjoy whatever I am doing...

Result: Its been crazy and fun. Recession and Satyam helluva doesnt affect me..
I have lost a couple of assignments @ work..I have never put so many leaves in the entire tenure.. But who cares!!!!!!!!

Letting urself loose sometimes makes u more focussed.. And thts what I am now.. :)

I was watching a movie yesterday.. I liked one dialogue in that which goes like

"Life is all about choices. You dont have a choice to know where you will be born. You dont have a choice with which family you are gonna live.. But you do have a choice on how you will love them.. Nikki was a great fantasy but I thnk I love my wife..."

I know its jus a random thng from what I was writing.. But that is me.. I am crazy..

Havfun..